Letter to myself- Epilogue

I saw the moon rise today. It was a full moon, orange. It was so beautiful. And yet, yesterday it was so tiny, hardly there. Not yesterday, a few days ago. I’ve lost the concept of time. What i’m saying is, can something this small and inconspicuous become so bright and big in a few […]

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Letter to myself- #4

Dear Anam, I am 17 years old. Some people will say I am pretty young, but I haven’t accomplished anything in my life. There is not one thing I have striven to achieve. There is nothing in the world I own, except for a few books. There is not one person who can say that […]

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Letter to myself- #3

Dear Anam, Through a site in which you can write letters to your future self, I wrote a letter to you, 10 years in the future. I don’t think I’ll be alive till then. And I’m saying this quite happily. The thought of staying on the earth 5/10/30/50 years more exhausts me. I’d rather not. […]

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Letter to myself- #2

Dear Anam, I’m sorry for the marks and scars on your wrist. I’m sorry for throwing up whatever little food you eat. I’m sorry for damaging your liver by consuming too much paracetamol. It says on the back of the strip: ‘Taking more than max recommended daily dose may cause serious liver damage or allergic […]

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Letter to myself- #1

Dear Anam, I’m sorry i couldn’t be good enough for you, I’m sorry I couldn’t be good enough for myself. I tried really hard, believe me. I tried. I forgave you and forgave myself and built rebuilt myself over many times. But I can’t take it anymore. I can’t take this anymore. I guess I expected a […]

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I’m sorry. I haven’t posted and won’t be posting for a while. My depression has hit hard. Sorry again. Thanks for your patience. I’ll be okay.

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